no te preocupes

It's been a long.... long week. I'm not in the mood to go in depth on it.

Maybe I'm listening to too much music; too much philosophy getting drilled into my head via catchy melodies while I spend hours in the culture room changing media or counting cells in the hemocytometer. Good stuff.

I found out that I had completely forgotten about a dentist appointment this morning, and I completely broke down crying for no real reason.

It's just that kind of week.

Maybe I'm crazy,
Maybe you're crazy,
Maybe we're crazy,
Probably.
- Gnarls Barkley

just plain

It's been a long week. And it's only Tuesday. Not good.

Life is busy, and I haven't been paying attention to this thing as I should, well, neither have I been paying attention to myself. What have you been paying attention to, girl? I don't know, maybe this stupid 6-credit class I'm paying out of the ass for, full time researching at Mayo... as well as trying to find somewhere where I fit in. All in all, I'm just plain tired of it. Tired of...

Coming in to work and finding that my results are totally worthless, because some element of my experiment design is wrong or is based on an incorrect assumption...

Being the outsider.

Trying to stay awake for a four-hour-long class after working for 8 hours, taking notes on stuff I probably already know...

Not being jock enough, and then being considered not enough of a girl.

Waking up every morning at 6:30.

Wanting something more out of life, but never quite reaching it.

Missing my friends abroad...

And... having my brain short out late at night. Time to end this message, I guess. Goodnight, farewell, good luck, and auf weidersehen :)